gw bnr2 shock bcny...
bnyk hal yg gw pikirin d otak gw ini, nyampur2
prtama, gw minta maaf....bnran...gw ga nyadar slama ini lu ngrasa sakit mpe sgtunya...knp dtumpuk n br dkluarin skrg...
sorry lu hrs ngrasa sakit......tp gw ga prnh mksd nyakitin lu.....
wktu awal2 lu blg tkt karma bkl dsakitin gw, gw jd lebi ati2 klo ngapa2in...gw ga mo nyakitin lu
wktu prtama kli qt brantem, gw tau scr ga sngaja gw nyakitin lu...dan gw benci itu...mlmnya gw berdoa, gw ga mo nyakitin lu lg...klo ad yg hrs ngrasa sakit, biar gw aj,mskpn slama ini gw tkt ngrasa sakit lg......coz gw ga tahan ngliat lu ngrasa sakit...aplg klo krn gw
mngkn kdngrn gombal, tp tsrh d lu nanggepinnya

ap spesialnya lu....slaen ap adny, bs bikn gw hepi, tulus, baik (so klise), smart, slalu smangat n optimis, charming, make me feel so special, dll dll
lu bs bikin gw ngrasain lg yg namanya deg2an...u know...that chemistry thing...
sbtulny ud gw rasain wktu awal2 sem7 yg lu deketin gw itu....tp wktu itu image lu jlx bgt, esp. in relationship..
br stlh qt pegi n ngobrol2 bedua, gw mule bs ngliat sisi baik lu.....
bkn krn ga ad org laen lg...lu salah klo mikir kya gtu...
tdny gw ga mo crita ini, tp kyny spy bikin lu yakin.....
kira2 smngguan sblom lu blg pny feeling ma gw...ad yg ngasi prhatian lebi dr biasa dan gw bnr2 nyada,gw bnr2 ngrasa ga nyaman n ag ngjauh.r..sblomnya qt mang ud temenan baek...cokin, 4 ur information,....finally gw blg jgn ngasi gw prhatian lebi lg, krn gw ga bs berbuat yg sama ky dia...dia blg ga kbrtn,ckp dia aj yg kasi prhatian lebi, tp gw blg jgn..akhrny dia stuju qt temenan baek aj, krn dr awal mang ky gtu..
klo gw mang bnr2 lg haus belaian laki2 n ngebet pny co....hrsny gw trima dia donk....
gw ga segampang itu klo sayang ma co lebi dr temen...kyny gw ud prnh blg, itu yg bikin gw dr smp lum prnh jadian
so, please don't ever think that you're not special 4 me....gw sedih bgt wktu tau lu ngrasa ga special...brarti mngkn mang ad sikap gw yg sala slama ini..coz jelas2 lu special bgt bwt gw...

ttg bela2in tmn2 gw...sorry, tp gw ttp ngrasa gw prlu belain mrk....ga mngkn krn d dpn co gw tiba2 gw jd diem aj ato ikut2an jlx2in, gw ga pantes dsebut tmn klo gtu...
lu jgn raguin gw, klo ad yg jelek2in lu d dpn gw jg psti bkl gw belain...at least gw bkl kasi dia point of view laenny, mskpn gw psti dblg wajar belain krn lu co gw...

bntr y gw lanjutin lg, dminta ibu beliin mkn siang....